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Name:
blueeyedgirl_70
Birthdate:
15 December 1970
I'm a very opened minded person but when I feel strongly about something it's very hard to change my mind about it. (I love to debate usually but I also like to win when I do lol) I'm a very kind and loving person but I have my bitchy side too. I'm 38)but I'm still looking for Mr.'Right'. I do want to get married and have kids (and yes I feel my biological clock ticking lol) but I admit I'm a bit selective. I want it to be the right person. I don't want to end up like my parents and 90% of my aunts/uncles/cousins and end up divorced or in unhappy marriages. I'm a baker at a major supermarket chain. I'm a tv and movie addict. My biggest addictions being Joss Whedon's three beloved shows Buffy (Buffy/Angel shipper from day one and that will NEVER change - do NOT even speak of Buffy/Spike or Cordy/Angel to me *gag* I'm anti Spuffy and anti C/A through and through),Angel, Firefly (and Firefly's big screen continuing story 'Serenity') and Supernatural. I have many other shows that I watch but Supernatural (but I am TOTALLY anti Wincest!) is probably the only show that has really drawn me in since Angel was cancelled like the stuff Joss does. I absolutely ADORE Jeffrey Dean Morgan (Papa Winchester is just HOT and although I don't really watch Grey's Anatomy I have watched the Denny/Izzie storyline/romance only for JDM - Denny is just adorable).I've been fortunate enough to meet many memebers of the Supernatural cast including Jensen and Jared (Jared a couple times) and hope to be doing so again in September. Away from the TV/Movie stuff I'm very close to my mom. I was born and raised in NW Indiana and I absolutely LOVE it there (I'm a midwestern girl through and through) but in 1997 my mom and stepdad decided to move to SW Florida. I 'tried' to stay up north but after 2yrs (actually about a year and a half) I gave in and joined them at the beginning of 1999. I really don't like Florida (I can't stand it here really I miss my home town and I'm not fond of the heat) but I couldn't stand being so far away from my mom. I'm a mama's girl. I'm an only child (I do have a stepsister and stepbrother from my mom's remarriage to my stepdad. (I went from an only child to the oldest of 3 at the age of 18) But I adore my stepdad he's been more of a father to me than my dad ever was and he's been in my life since I was 7. First as my pediatrician then as my future stepdad since the age of 14. They married when I was 17 - 3mos before I turned 18. So they've been together now for 24yrs and will be married for 20yrs in October. My dad passed away when I was 21 but we were estranged at the time and even though I attempted to reconnect with him when he got sick he asked me to leave and never come back. He died 3 weeks later. (I was not told about his death by my family but by my mom's best friend) Within 9mos I legally changed my name back to my mom's maiden name - my name at birth. I'm bipolar - something that was probably there all through my childhood but was 'triggered' when my dad died (and possibly a little bit earlier in a lesser form a year ealier when my high school boyfriend and I broke off our 7yr relationship - which also caused my estrangement with my father) but I wasn't properly diagnosed until I was 26 (I know realize it may have been there in me in some form most of my life) I have it pretty much under control but it's been a rough year. I still have my ups and downs which is not unusal. I was a musical theater major up until my diagnoses. I absolutely loved it but my first big depression and subsequent diagnoses causes me to drop out in my junior year. I've divoluged a LOT of information here but the rest of my stuff will remain 'friends only'. But I figured I'll at least let some of myself all hang out. If you want to be friended you can ask and unless I know exactly who you are (which of course then I'll immediately add you) let me know who you are and why you'd like to 'friend me' and I'll consider letting you into my little world. :) PS: And I'm addicted to colorbars can ya tell! lol


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